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Country: Japan
Birthday: 4/29/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: chiLLen wit friends // basketbaLL&f0otbaLL // bein 0nLine // music // m0vies // partyin // havin fun
Expertise: o0o0... y0o0u kn0...
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
10/16/2003
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| ri-gotdamn-diculOus.
Why is it that people don't know what they have until it's gone? I hate that quote. I appreciate what I have when I have it... Now... we have nothing.
Richeena was supposed to come yesterday! She should be in the city by now... but she didn't call me sO I have nO idea where she's at! Grr. I'm off work today too. My supervisor is mad at me for quitting. Muaha. I have to though! I'm going to Oklahoma on November 23rd to see Jazzybutt&Ricky Ricardo. I'm excited for that!! And then two weeks later... the dreadful Yokota visit.
Part of the OLD Yokota I miss...
SCHOOL is getting so BORING!! I'm already dOne with school in my mind. Haha... but I've got a whole gotdamn million days left before graduation.I'm thinking of actually going to Wright State University. It's done the street from my house. It'd be cheaper to stay here at the house... but oh man, that suuucks! I want to stay in the dorms. Hahaaaaa... freedom! I need freedom! I was considering going back to Yokota for Community college but my plans and the other person associated with those plans is an assho.......... you guys get the picture.
 (8) what a chick gotta dO to get a REAL - - - - - that knO how to stay TRUE like men!?(8)
(8)i'm doing just fine(8)
where do i go?
what do i do?
i can't deny i still feel somethin...(8)
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| i dont care. that's what i try to tell myself. i DO NOT. i mean, what is there to care about? if you two are happy... then i want you guys to stay that way. ouch.
but it always happens to me, i should be used to this feeling! i find myself saying how stupid i am in my head for even trying... knowing what's happened to me before. but i thought this would be different... it's just, sometimes i wonder. why did you make me promise you all those promises... but you couldn't even tell me the truth. why why why why why why...
(8) nOw you're sayin that you made a big mistake... never meant to take your love away... but you can save your tired apologies... cuz it may seem hard to believe but i'm doing just fine. gettin along very well without you in my life... (i don't need you in my life) but i'm doing just fine... time made me stronger...(8)
 <<<<<I NEED MORE NIGHTS LIKE THIS!!!
even though that was like the second or first week i got back. it was still nice and hot outside.
((left to right)) Mina, Me, Alyssa, Sean
THANK YOU CARLA ALO-CABALQUINTO for doing my page again! | | |
| Well, from what I've seen... nobody really uses this much anymore... I figured I'd write since I do have a lot going on in my head right now.
I've been so stressed out lately. Yesterday, we had the Homecoming pep rally at school... it was so depressing! I miss the YHS pep rallys! The YHS SONG!!... I moved here 10 months ago... I don't think I'm ever going to let go of Yokota. LoL... but life does go on.
School's going okay. The 25th is the end of the first quarter! Time's going by fast... but yet, really slow. I'm still doing nothing but going to school, going to work,&then going home. I chill with a few friends every once in a while, but... mostly, I work Saturday's&Sunday's are dedicated to homework. Life-less, yeah? [shrugs] But school's okay. I ordered my CAP&GOWN on Tuesday!! &they gave me a tassel.  I'm already excited for graduation!
LAST NIGHT I DID SAM'S HAIR FOR HOMECOMING!
 The dance is tomorrow but... I'm not going. Me&Jenny are just gonna chill... but I work from 12-8:30! Jeezass. Our original plans were to eat dinner and then watch a movie... since everyone else was going to be eating dinner&... going to HC. lol... But the Homecoming GAME is tonight&I'm going...
Go Indians...
I think what I miss the most about Yokota is the people... knowing that certain people had my back... &cared about what happened to me... &how I felt. I'm graduating with about 200-300 people I don't know. I feel like my friends are hiding things from me or turning their backs on me... I feel so alone.
My madre might be leaving on the 29th to go back to Japan. I'm thinking that she probably will because she doesn't like staying home all the time like she's been for the past two months. She wants to work but it'd be hard considering we only have one car... my dad has work&I have school and work... our schedules don't go right together and I don't know how my mom would fit in to be picked up&dropped off too.
The color of my car is cherry red&hanging from my mirror, I have my red&grey tassel, white lei flowers, and red beads. Very Stebbins-y. I told my dad to buy a BLUE CAR so that I could put blue&gold things on the inside!
Soy Fiel!!>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
October: Richeena comes on the 27th!
November: Going to Oklahoma to see Jazmine!
December: Christmas&staying with Tita Cecille/Mom in Yakoter.
2005 is almost over?!
A smiling face doesn't always mean a smiling heart *
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| Ohh man. The first week of school is over! Eh, I guess that means more work in classes from now on... but I'm settled into my classes... I think.
First Semester*
Block 1 - Medical Management
Block 2 - Government/Economics
Block 3 - Chemistry
Block 4 - Pre-Calculus
Second Semester*
Block 1 - Internship
Block 2 - Psychology
Block 3 - English
Block 4 - Think College
I can't wait until 2nd semester because it sounds a lil easier, yeah? Eh. Think College is a class where we meet up on Mondays and then go across the street to the Middle School and tutor students. Hmm.  Doesn't sound too bad, huh? I think it'd be more fun teaching Elementary School kids though... haha...
Ohhh but Pre-Calc is KiLLiN me already! I barely pay attention [but I TRY!!] because the teacher is WHACK...! First of all, she never pays attention to me... yakno? I'll ask questions&she ignores me... I sit right in the damn front center... right in the middle! And the way she talks jus annoys the shit outta me because she always tries to be funny but she's sooo mean to some people... and I came to the conclusion that she kinda sounds like a parrot or something... yakno them parrots that talk to you? Jeezass. I have two helpers in that class -- Cody&Manny -- muahaha... lol who are both in my Chemistry class the period before, so hopefully if I need help, they'll be there.
Damn, did I mention my damn W0RK 0UT...?! Haha, I'm pretty sure by the end of the damn YEAR, everyone that goes to my school will be in shape... unless someone has classes all on the 1st floor, but still walkn from one end of the hall to another is craaaazy! Okay. From the entrance [[the students all have to go into one entrance... it's on the left side of the school]] to the stair well is a 1/4 of a mile. Imagine that, PLUS going up 3 flights of stairs... with books in your hands... I'm always so worn out at the end of the day and then I go to work after school... ahhhh...!! LoL. Work's okay too by the way. I work at Customer Service at the BX... bleh... I got work today too at 11. I'm sooo tired I just want to sleep! Ahh I'm so lazy.
JERELL&JOENELL ARE HERE!! Whooooooo!! I saw em Friday night... it was coo... Sam was all freakin out and I was pretty excited but not all screaming haha and then it hit me... i jus saw them like a m0nth ago.. hahahaahah but it's still coo as hell that Jerell's going to our school! Yayuuuh... cmon we need more Yokota people coming to Ohiooo... hahaha... yeah right. Well, besides Richeena&Kenny Harris... anybody else?!
Okay well I know this entry was B0RiNG because I just talked about school/work... hahaha yes I'm a nerd [tryin to get straight a's] so... I'm gonna get ready for work in a bit and uhh leave me comments!!
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| MUCHAS GRACiAS to Carla for doing my page!! It's awesome.. LoL, I know you were supposed to do it, Gina... and I wasn't supposed to delete the entries, but... I'm starting off new.
JAS0N --» yea yea I know I could've put em all in one entry but I had to get rid of the first entry because we couldn't delete it.. so I needed 5 entries to get that one out the way... lol... yes yes, I know I owe you an email homie!! I gotchu, man...
Anyways... I didn't think anybody still checked this thing but I guess so?? I thought MySpace was the new shiiit, man... LoL... but I'm chillin ova here, it's fckn 2:33a.m... I'm just up talkn to Jacob&Natasha... ((sighs)) less than 10 days until school starts... woohoo? Man, senior year is gonna SUUUCK... we'll see. I'm tryin not to be too negative about it... but I really want time to pass by faster. I had this job interview for the BX, Customer Service... on Tuesday. She said that hopefully they'd be done by Thursday&give me a call but... hopefully I'll get a call by Monday. ((sighs))... I need some money so I can go back to fckn JAPAN. Yaayyy...
Krystal, man.. CALL ME!! You need to come down before you leave!! Or maybe I could come up there? I got my license.. lol, so hit me up bia!
MAAN I can't wait until Prom. [coughJacobcough]  LoL... my life is so B0RiNG!!! | | |
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